Binaries.

25-05-2020

2342 hours

Some people can't live without worries. They wake up worried, they spend the day in worry, they sleep worried. Being worried keeps them moving, they can find a shortcoming in everything and be worried. World can fall apart for them anytime. They feed upon worries. They belong to the most selfish class of beings. They always try to shoot off somebody's shoulder.

Then there are those who accept everything life throws at them directly, come what may. They prostrate life. But they question what people throw at them directly. They don't fear death, they know death is the only certain thing in life, everything else is an illusion. They love the creations of nature - human beings, animals, trees, everything sentient -  but hold a grudge at someone - the paradox. 

Though

12-05-2020

0422 hours

Though I don’t stalk but then you show up. Though I come up with questions but then everything seems to be falling into place. Though I feel a need to be with you but then it seems like an odyssey. Maybe you are with someone but there’s a silver lining. Though I’m in a idyllic setting but then there is a shudder when I think of you. Though I keep facing you down but then you scrupulously strew over. 

Fool’s Paradise

10-05-2020
0222 hours
"33.040760, 74.493602"


He was reeling, was dazed by her, when someone came into his his life. New place, new beginnings with something haunting him all the time, but someone could sense it all. 

Someone confronted him, made him feel comfortable, and now he could see the shattered being. He found a nest to put his eggs and unfolded. 

It went on and he started falling again; the feelings were there. He was sometimes made to exhale his past, he could sense that invisible emanation. 

The wheels were moving, someone was coming closer, he could feel a hope being kindled again. But wait, what hope ? A hope of what ? Feelings of a distressed man swarmed his mind. But it was just pie-in-the-sky. 

Hope turned to disappointment when he faced the reality. 

But wait, what is reality ? Your reality may be an illusion, maybe it’s just a perception! It is there for the taking but your reality may be different! 

He couldn't have the world by it's tail as he still was spellbound to my way or the highway.